God...

I just never imagine... Everything turn out to be like this... I never want to be greedy.. But, I just never expected this to happen...

I'm annoyed, furious, mad...

Now it seems I can't trust nobody anymore...

Why God... Really why...?

This is way more cruel than ever...

I don't think my effort work on this..

I really disappointed with my life...

I really hate myself...

Maybe she is right... I always wrong..

From back then, till now..

And will always be wrong...

God, only you know what I am, who I am...

If I have to be cruel, let me be God...

I hate to be good.. It's hurt...

It's not as good as I think it is...

Why being good makes me hurt..?

I want to make someone else happy because of me...

I want to be the reason to someone smile everyday...

Even I can't do that.. I'm sorry God...

I can't do this... I'm a loser from the start...

I'm weak..

I'm afraid..

I'm stupid..