...

It's been a year and seven month since my last post...

I fall in love again.. I think...

Finally...

something really really unexpected come..

Something come and I really didn't saw it coming...

I've been watching SBS 'You Who Came From The Stars' drama...

So I can picture this girl as 'my destiny'...

Oh come on mrj.o ...

Why you becoming so weak lately to girls??

No no no..

This girl is really something different...

Is she pretty? Of course she is..

Is she fabulous? Obviously..

Is she worth it? Really really are...

Do you think she'll like you?

Oh God, no.

Unfortunately this girl is really high class..

Super pretty..

Very fabulous and one thing that makes me sure of how much I like her..

She is mysterious...

It's so hard to get close to her..

I'm not concerning mine problem..

I do think i'm already a good man and deserve her well..

But something really makes me going crazy is...

She doesn't even want to get close as a friend..

"She must not like you at all.."

No, not that point at all..

Even if she can't be mine,

At least I could really be her good friend..

Is she reading my mind?

Don't think so..

What makes me so scary?

I don't know...

Time flows..

I need to let her go asap..

And then what I really scared come true..

I can't forget her..

She keeps running on my mind...

I keep thinking about her...

She started to feel like a drug to me...

A sweet drug to my mind..

Not to my heart..

My heart aches..

Aches so much..

Of thinking I can't have her...

Loving her the way I want..

Protect her..

Unfortunately..

She is not my destiny...

Like I hope so..

Her mysterious side...

Keeps me wanting more..

The more I hurt, it feels better..

In fact she'll never know how I feel

Eventhough I tell her..

Nobody cares you pri*k...

Oh God...

Is there any 0,00000001% of

Possibilites between her and me..

The possibilites of something impossible

That I always hope..

How tiring being me..

Feeling heartbroken never a problem..

I get used to it now..

In fact, I just don't want, can't let her go..

Let her slide..

Something I will miss..

What a terrible love story..

j.o